N. O. spells well, maybe
I just said no to something. A NQDJ contract related something.
I feel kind of nauseous. Saying no isn't something I do often, and even having discussed with with one of my supervisors and various other people, it still felt quite scary to say it. Part of this, I think, is that it has to do with students and teaching and as much as we do (and should) professionalise teaching and relationships with students, there will always be an affective component to that complicates our perspective.
Universe, this isn't a rejection of you as a whole. It's just a recognition that certain things, at certain times, aren't the best things for me to be doing - and that one 'no' might make it possible for the other 'yeses' to be more wholehearted.
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About Karen.Hall
I've recently submitted my PhD thesis, titled 'Discovering the Lost Race Story: Writing Science Fiction, Writing Temporality', for examination. In the meantime, I'm teaching in the discipline of Communication Studies at UWA and starting a new project on medievalism and media through a Whitfeld Fellowship.